after a 3 and 1/2 month hiatus, i've returned to my blog. there wasn't much to report and i was learning guitar and playing the sims 3 so there was no time left for this.
however
i just got my surgery date so the countdown begins!
my surgery is on august 20. so far, i've lost 42 lbs on the low carb diet set forth by nutritionist. prior to surgery, i will be put on a liquid diet of special bariatric shakes. i think i dread that more than being put under...i bought a $50 bag of chocolate flavored shake mix from the doctors' office and i start that on thursday the 5th. i ate mexican food yesterday (carbs) and i ate carbs today...
since the last post a few things have happened - our baby fish speedo passed away and my beautiful canine niece coco also passed away. my heart has been broken by these deaths. on a more positive note, don, savannah and i have all had birthdays so it hasn't been all bad...
my clothes are almost all too big to wear anymore. even new underpants that are all 3 months old are so big i feel like i'm in a sleeping bag when i wear them to bed! and i cannot sleep nekked so i never get any sleep anymore! and nutritionist told me not to buy any clothes for a couple of months...this is gonna be a long couple of months...
so with that bit of completely useless information, i bid you good night. i shall be back to share my experiences with the liquid diet when i start it. i need a blender first.
pax,
margo
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
yay and stuff
so i lost two more lbs! that's a total of 28 lbs since january! yay and stuff but even more importantly, my fasting blood sugar has dropped from 160 to 139 since february! that is a true blessing! i have even more motivation than before! in fact, i went to an italian restaurant this evening with friends and every single dish had pasta except the polenta...so i ordered the polenta which is ok because it's corn meal (semolina) and i can have small servings of corn products but no white flour which is the main component of pasta. i had never had polenta before and now i regret not having that because it was delish! omg how can something so good be legal?!? the dish was polenta with italian sausage and peppers but it was just 4 small strips of grilled polenta and a whole mess of sausage, sauce, peppers and onion. it was all good but the polenta stole the show. i need to make some this weekend, before i start no-carbing.
my skin is all bumpy again. i bought some of clinique's rosacea products to help my little pink problem and i am now pink and bumpy. and the more signs of old age appeared last week - vertical lines around my lips causing my beloved red lipstick to feather. i had to break down and buy elizabeth arden's lip fix to combat that nasty little issue. want a secret to great lips if you're going to wear extra matte lipstick (like mac's ruby woo)? go to sleep with burt's bees lip balm or aveda's lip balm on the night before you're going to go matte - the lipstick goes on more smoothly and so does your lip liner. if your lips are wind burned or super chapped, you might want to hold off on the matte lipsticks for a bit until you can get them smoothe first - talk to my mom about satin lips by mary kay.
tomorrow we go see yoda for our big check. the rowland's own book of the almost dead will officially come to a close. wow. i want a new laptop and papa wants a bass - those are the only luxuries we're allowing ourselves (except i also get a big-ass zebra striped dooney on clearance at macy's since my louis vuitton was stolen over a year ago and still hasn't been replaced). then i can come home and take a well-deserved and much needed nap.
time for bed!
have a great night!
m
my skin is all bumpy again. i bought some of clinique's rosacea products to help my little pink problem and i am now pink and bumpy. and the more signs of old age appeared last week - vertical lines around my lips causing my beloved red lipstick to feather. i had to break down and buy elizabeth arden's lip fix to combat that nasty little issue. want a secret to great lips if you're going to wear extra matte lipstick (like mac's ruby woo)? go to sleep with burt's bees lip balm or aveda's lip balm on the night before you're going to go matte - the lipstick goes on more smoothly and so does your lip liner. if your lips are wind burned or super chapped, you might want to hold off on the matte lipsticks for a bit until you can get them smoothe first - talk to my mom about satin lips by mary kay.
tomorrow we go see yoda for our big check. the rowland's own book of the almost dead will officially come to a close. wow. i want a new laptop and papa wants a bass - those are the only luxuries we're allowing ourselves (except i also get a big-ass zebra striped dooney on clearance at macy's since my louis vuitton was stolen over a year ago and still hasn't been replaced). then i can come home and take a well-deserved and much needed nap.
time for bed!
have a great night!
m
Thursday, April 8, 2010
progression succession
so i went back to the gym tuesday and i met my nemesis, the scale. the last time i stepped on that specific scale it was a ginormous wake up call...it screamed "376 lbs!!!!" at me...so i made the decision to visit dr. c and company for lapband surgery. after 2 visits with nutritionist and serious willpower, i've lost 26 lbs! so goodbye 376 and hello 350! this is so awesome! i seriously had given up hope and never thought that i would have this much success after only 2 months! whoever said low carb diets are crap is seriously deluded and the usda is higher than whitney houston for trying to shove so much bread down our throats. we do not need to eat so much dough! i'm sure back when we were all sharecroppers and there was minimal transportation a serious intake of simple carbs was necessary but in these days of sedentary workstations, personal vehicles, convenience, video games, computers and the like, there is no need for easy fuel. if you don't believe me, watch jamie oliver - he's got a point.
i eat little to no bread - multigrain 99% of the time, wheat every other time. i eat no potatoes (one on good friday) - hubby will attest. i eat no sugar (one cupcake at easter is all the sugar i've had since my first meeting with nutritionist). i eat no pasta. i drink no sodas, not even diet - sugar free lemonade, water with lemon or unsweet tea and no-fat/lactose free milk are the only drinks for me and i like it. my teeth are whiter and i don't burp like a sailor anymore. sounds like i've given up a lot, doesn't it?
not...
i eat pretty damn luxuriously for someone who's lost 26 lbs in 2 months - for example, i eat a lot of chicken and i leave the skin on - nothing batter-fried, though. jason's deli has an awesome chicken salad made with pineapple and almonds and a 7 oz scoop only has 300 calories (mayo) - have that with fruit and it's heavenly. at home i cook ribeyes or top sirloin or chicken breasts and we eat steamed veggies with some sort of cheese sauce. if we eat out, i get a bowl of cheese soup, an omelette with ham and cheese, bacon, and fruit. at chinese buffets i get any kind of batter FREE chicken and fruit. at bbq places, chicken with no sauce. at burger joints i get double cheeseburgers and toss the buns. even at whataburger i got a triple and a salad and a s/f lemonade and the dogs ate the buns and the croutons from the salad and it was awesome! today at the mexican restaurant by my office, hex and i ate pretty well - he had a giant burrito that only cost $5 and i had 4 tacos - beef fajita and carrrrrne asada and unsweet tea - but i only ate one tortilla and left the rest (he took them away to keep me honest). it's really easy if you try and i seriously don't feel deprived. chick-fil-a is a great place to eat because you can sub fruit for the waffle fries and the diet lemonade is pretty intense. stay away from the chick-fil-a sauce though - it's mayonaise based and has way too much bad stuff in it - a good substitute is their honey roasted bbq sauce. tastes the same but with 1/4 of the calories. sonic is also jumping on the bandwagon - i still don't like their food but they offer apple slices in lieu of tots or fries and they let you buy them as separate items (opt out of the fat-free caramel sauce because it's just sugar and that's bad)and they sell minute maid lite lemonade (my drink of choice at fast food places). an easy breakfast you can have is a metrx big 100 bar - they're inexpensive, loaded with protein and way tasty! my favorites are the peanut butter cookie dough and chocolate chip cookie dough bars... they're truly decadent and only have 25g of carbs. i eat them with the n/f+l/f milk and stay full. their chocolate brownie is really good, too but remember - these are meal replacement bars, not snacks or desserts. fruit is probably the one thing i eat more than anything else - the fruit cup stands all over the city are better places to buy your fruit than the grocery store. i bought 10 lbs of peeled, cut up fruit for $15!!! you can't beat that. my other favorite snack is cucumbers with girard caesar dressing - love it! i eat a lot but am still losing and have only exercised once...something's working...
now if i could just get my memory to work...
ah well - one thing at a time...
have a good night!
m
i eat little to no bread - multigrain 99% of the time, wheat every other time. i eat no potatoes (one on good friday) - hubby will attest. i eat no sugar (one cupcake at easter is all the sugar i've had since my first meeting with nutritionist). i eat no pasta. i drink no sodas, not even diet - sugar free lemonade, water with lemon or unsweet tea and no-fat/lactose free milk are the only drinks for me and i like it. my teeth are whiter and i don't burp like a sailor anymore. sounds like i've given up a lot, doesn't it?
not...
i eat pretty damn luxuriously for someone who's lost 26 lbs in 2 months - for example, i eat a lot of chicken and i leave the skin on - nothing batter-fried, though. jason's deli has an awesome chicken salad made with pineapple and almonds and a 7 oz scoop only has 300 calories (mayo) - have that with fruit and it's heavenly. at home i cook ribeyes or top sirloin or chicken breasts and we eat steamed veggies with some sort of cheese sauce. if we eat out, i get a bowl of cheese soup, an omelette with ham and cheese, bacon, and fruit. at chinese buffets i get any kind of batter FREE chicken and fruit. at bbq places, chicken with no sauce. at burger joints i get double cheeseburgers and toss the buns. even at whataburger i got a triple and a salad and a s/f lemonade and the dogs ate the buns and the croutons from the salad and it was awesome! today at the mexican restaurant by my office, hex and i ate pretty well - he had a giant burrito that only cost $5 and i had 4 tacos - beef fajita and carrrrrne asada and unsweet tea - but i only ate one tortilla and left the rest (he took them away to keep me honest). it's really easy if you try and i seriously don't feel deprived. chick-fil-a is a great place to eat because you can sub fruit for the waffle fries and the diet lemonade is pretty intense. stay away from the chick-fil-a sauce though - it's mayonaise based and has way too much bad stuff in it - a good substitute is their honey roasted bbq sauce. tastes the same but with 1/4 of the calories. sonic is also jumping on the bandwagon - i still don't like their food but they offer apple slices in lieu of tots or fries and they let you buy them as separate items (opt out of the fat-free caramel sauce because it's just sugar and that's bad)and they sell minute maid lite lemonade (my drink of choice at fast food places). an easy breakfast you can have is a metrx big 100 bar - they're inexpensive, loaded with protein and way tasty! my favorites are the peanut butter cookie dough and chocolate chip cookie dough bars... they're truly decadent and only have 25g of carbs. i eat them with the n/f+l/f milk and stay full. their chocolate brownie is really good, too but remember - these are meal replacement bars, not snacks or desserts. fruit is probably the one thing i eat more than anything else - the fruit cup stands all over the city are better places to buy your fruit than the grocery store. i bought 10 lbs of peeled, cut up fruit for $15!!! you can't beat that. my other favorite snack is cucumbers with girard caesar dressing - love it! i eat a lot but am still losing and have only exercised once...something's working...
now if i could just get my memory to work...
ah well - one thing at a time...
have a good night!
m
Friday, April 2, 2010
yowza
yowza it's been a while since i've done this...
march 20? jeepers.
well let's see what's been happening since then, shall we?
the lithium working very well! dressing like a girl everyday, makeup in place, nails painted red to match any one of the 10 shades of red lipstick in my purse, new shoes, new clothes, new outlook, new mood. i'm eating right, despite today's lapse of 20 ounces of dr pepper taken to try and kill a sinus headache that turned into a migrane...adderall needs reinforcements, though. i'm not paying attention to stuff like i had been. i find myself drifting or multi-tasking too much and not concentrating on whoever is talking. it's better than it was before the meds but not that much...
i've been working really well. we have a big meeting coming up on the 12th and i've been booking flights, personalizing maps, reserving rooms, conference rooms, arguing with the hotelier, arranging catering and what not - very busy but i love it!
i met with the nutritionist again. i'm not hating it...actually, i like it. the only downside is writing down every single thing i eat - not because i have anything to hide, just because i can never remember to do it. if i didn't have a blackberry it'd never get done. my entries go something like this:
breakfast - 16 oz n/f milk, 1 metrx big 100
snack - 1.5C cut up fruit
lunch - jason's deli - chicken salad salad, 1 sm fruit cup w/no frosting, s/f lemonade
snack - 1/2 cucmber w/2T caesar dressing
dinner - 1 lg salmon steak, 1 srv broccoli w/chz, 1 whole cucumber w/caesar dressing, s/f popsicle, s/f lemonade
does that make sense to you? could you figure out the abbreviations? n/f is non-fat, s/f is sugar-free, chz is cheese, T is tablespoon, C is cup. easy, huh? in the future, n/f+l/f will be non-fat+lactose-free but i'll save that for later.
that's a helluva lot of sugar-free lemonade, isn't it? i'm addicted, i think. wyler's has the best s/f lemonade and it's only a buck! and it's pink!!! their orange sunrise or whatever is awful but their pink lemonade rocks! i think it's my new blood type...i drink a lot of it, usually watered down with melted ice...
this eating plan is pretty easy but it's about to get a whole lot harder. 3 months before the surgery i'm going on a really strict no carb diet. right now the only restrictions are no sugar, no white flour, no potatoes and no rice - unless it's real brown rice with the bran hull on it. i can have multi-grain bread if there is no enriched flour listed in the ingredients, but not for much longer. i've been eating really well since we finally went to the grocery store last weekend. in fact, tonight was the first time we've eaten out since saturday! i've been cooking but i couldn't handle the fluorescent lights in the kitchen or the smell of food cooking because of the headache so we went to jims - i had soup, a ham & chz omelette with a side of bacon (2 strips), rye toast (rye flour, not enriched flour), fruit (subbed for hashbrowns) and s/f tea. yum! i tend to gravitate towards diners so i can order omelettes and fruit.
my headache finally vaporized but not without its stupid hangover - most of the time, the hangover is not remembering anything i did while i had the stupid headache, but today it's not being able to spell. i'll sleep it off in a bit, i'm sure. i plan on going shopping tomorrow so i hope it stays away. i'm off for the holiday and need something to wear for the family's easter saturday eggstravaganza. and i want a purse. wish me luck!
thanks for putting up with me...
pax,
m
march 20? jeepers.
well let's see what's been happening since then, shall we?
the lithium working very well! dressing like a girl everyday, makeup in place, nails painted red to match any one of the 10 shades of red lipstick in my purse, new shoes, new clothes, new outlook, new mood. i'm eating right, despite today's lapse of 20 ounces of dr pepper taken to try and kill a sinus headache that turned into a migrane...adderall needs reinforcements, though. i'm not paying attention to stuff like i had been. i find myself drifting or multi-tasking too much and not concentrating on whoever is talking. it's better than it was before the meds but not that much...
i've been working really well. we have a big meeting coming up on the 12th and i've been booking flights, personalizing maps, reserving rooms, conference rooms, arguing with the hotelier, arranging catering and what not - very busy but i love it!
i met with the nutritionist again. i'm not hating it...actually, i like it. the only downside is writing down every single thing i eat - not because i have anything to hide, just because i can never remember to do it. if i didn't have a blackberry it'd never get done. my entries go something like this:
breakfast - 16 oz n/f milk, 1 metrx big 100
snack - 1.5C cut up fruit
lunch - jason's deli - chicken salad salad, 1 sm fruit cup w/no frosting, s/f lemonade
snack - 1/2 cucmber w/2T caesar dressing
dinner - 1 lg salmon steak, 1 srv broccoli w/chz, 1 whole cucumber w/caesar dressing, s/f popsicle, s/f lemonade
does that make sense to you? could you figure out the abbreviations? n/f is non-fat, s/f is sugar-free, chz is cheese, T is tablespoon, C is cup. easy, huh? in the future, n/f+l/f will be non-fat+lactose-free but i'll save that for later.
that's a helluva lot of sugar-free lemonade, isn't it? i'm addicted, i think. wyler's has the best s/f lemonade and it's only a buck! and it's pink!!! their orange sunrise or whatever is awful but their pink lemonade rocks! i think it's my new blood type...i drink a lot of it, usually watered down with melted ice...
this eating plan is pretty easy but it's about to get a whole lot harder. 3 months before the surgery i'm going on a really strict no carb diet. right now the only restrictions are no sugar, no white flour, no potatoes and no rice - unless it's real brown rice with the bran hull on it. i can have multi-grain bread if there is no enriched flour listed in the ingredients, but not for much longer. i've been eating really well since we finally went to the grocery store last weekend. in fact, tonight was the first time we've eaten out since saturday! i've been cooking but i couldn't handle the fluorescent lights in the kitchen or the smell of food cooking because of the headache so we went to jims - i had soup, a ham & chz omelette with a side of bacon (2 strips), rye toast (rye flour, not enriched flour), fruit (subbed for hashbrowns) and s/f tea. yum! i tend to gravitate towards diners so i can order omelettes and fruit.
my headache finally vaporized but not without its stupid hangover - most of the time, the hangover is not remembering anything i did while i had the stupid headache, but today it's not being able to spell. i'll sleep it off in a bit, i'm sure. i plan on going shopping tomorrow so i hope it stays away. i'm off for the holiday and need something to wear for the family's easter saturday eggstravaganza. and i want a purse. wish me luck!
thanks for putting up with me...
pax,
m
Saturday, March 20, 2010
right said red
i am obsessed with red lipstick.
obsessed.
today alone i bought 3 - one new one and 2 backups because revlon is 40% off at walgreens and they have a fabulous matte lipstick line. i'm on the hunt for another one, too - besame cosmetics has some fabulous lipsticks that are inspired by the red lipsticks of the golden era - 30s, 40s and 50s. they are gorgeous! and julie hewett also has some vintage-inspired lip colors that look pretty authentic. not sure if mail ordering lipstick in texas is the best idea so mac's russian red, viva glam 1, and my new palette of revlon reds will have to do until i can get my hot little hands on the others.
so why red when all i've been wanting to do is blend in to the sheetrock?
because i feel like a girl again. i care about what i eat, i care about my health, i care about my looks and how people see me and i was not born to blend in. anyone who knows me knows i was born to stand out...to be noticed...to stand apart...and i've been living in the shadows way too long.
red lipstick alone won't help me stand apart, though...i cannot imagine how...retarded i would look with my uncolored hair pulled back in a sloppy ponytail, no make-up apart from the red lips, oversized sloppy t-shirt, loose capri pants and dirty orange crocs? yeah. i'm gonna pass.
i also bought some red nail polish and false eyelashes and even new shoes and clothes! yup - i'm making myself over. last weekend, laura took the hedgeclippers to my greek eyebrows and mom gave me 2 mary kay lipliners and an oil-free moisturizer to help my dried out skin. next week we go back to the gym because eating right isn't the only thing i need to do to look good. i love the iconic style of the 40s and 50s but the clothes don't look good on you if you weigh 359 lbs so after the surgery and a decent amount of lost weight, i'm diving into retro-land. my hair is already naturally wavy so i don't have to mess with that but i do need to learn how to pin it up in victory rolls and so forth but one step at a time. i need to learn the eyelashes first. i won't post any pictures until i've lost some more weight, but i will do it.
have a good night,
margo
obsessed.
today alone i bought 3 - one new one and 2 backups because revlon is 40% off at walgreens and they have a fabulous matte lipstick line. i'm on the hunt for another one, too - besame cosmetics has some fabulous lipsticks that are inspired by the red lipsticks of the golden era - 30s, 40s and 50s. they are gorgeous! and julie hewett also has some vintage-inspired lip colors that look pretty authentic. not sure if mail ordering lipstick in texas is the best idea so mac's russian red, viva glam 1, and my new palette of revlon reds will have to do until i can get my hot little hands on the others.
so why red when all i've been wanting to do is blend in to the sheetrock?
because i feel like a girl again. i care about what i eat, i care about my health, i care about my looks and how people see me and i was not born to blend in. anyone who knows me knows i was born to stand out...to be noticed...to stand apart...and i've been living in the shadows way too long.
red lipstick alone won't help me stand apart, though...i cannot imagine how...retarded i would look with my uncolored hair pulled back in a sloppy ponytail, no make-up apart from the red lips, oversized sloppy t-shirt, loose capri pants and dirty orange crocs? yeah. i'm gonna pass.
i also bought some red nail polish and false eyelashes and even new shoes and clothes! yup - i'm making myself over. last weekend, laura took the hedgeclippers to my greek eyebrows and mom gave me 2 mary kay lipliners and an oil-free moisturizer to help my dried out skin. next week we go back to the gym because eating right isn't the only thing i need to do to look good. i love the iconic style of the 40s and 50s but the clothes don't look good on you if you weigh 359 lbs so after the surgery and a decent amount of lost weight, i'm diving into retro-land. my hair is already naturally wavy so i don't have to mess with that but i do need to learn how to pin it up in victory rolls and so forth but one step at a time. i need to learn the eyelashes first. i won't post any pictures until i've lost some more weight, but i will do it.
have a good night,
margo
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Ch Ch Ch Ch Changes...
the meds are really kicking in. the need to tell the world my business is dying (thank you lithium) so i've been blogging less and less. still, though, it is a cool thing i have here so i'll keep up with it as much as i can.
i like most of the changes that i'm experiencing but i do miss the fun, funky, quirkiness and, dare i say it, the mood swings...though i doubt anyone else misses them...i've started paying way more attention to what i eat (i'm sure my nutritionist will like that) and i really don't miss eating the bad stuff. i've started taking better care of my skin and actually taking my makeup off AND moisturizing! my mom is so pleased! oh and i've started wanting to dress like a girl again instead of a shlub...don't get me wrong, i just bought a pair of a&m crocs and you'll have to kill me to get my orange ones away from me...but today i went shopping for girl clothes, inspired after a visit to my closet. i found all kinds of stuff in there i had forgotten about so i bought some coordinating pieces to mix and match what i already had. and that brought about a closet cleaning expedition where lo and behold - i found a forgotten nearly new pair of black bandolino leather sandals that go with everything! yay! win win! i even spent saturday afternoon polishing all of my silver jewelry then sunday i had the batteries in my watches replaced. the only thing left to do is polish my nails and color my hair and i'd really rather leave that to the professionals. memory still sucks, though...lost my lab rx so i'll have to tell the doc to wait another month for my levels but...nobody's perfect.
have a great night, everyone...
m
i like most of the changes that i'm experiencing but i do miss the fun, funky, quirkiness and, dare i say it, the mood swings...though i doubt anyone else misses them...i've started paying way more attention to what i eat (i'm sure my nutritionist will like that) and i really don't miss eating the bad stuff. i've started taking better care of my skin and actually taking my makeup off AND moisturizing! my mom is so pleased! oh and i've started wanting to dress like a girl again instead of a shlub...don't get me wrong, i just bought a pair of a&m crocs and you'll have to kill me to get my orange ones away from me...but today i went shopping for girl clothes, inspired after a visit to my closet. i found all kinds of stuff in there i had forgotten about so i bought some coordinating pieces to mix and match what i already had. and that brought about a closet cleaning expedition where lo and behold - i found a forgotten nearly new pair of black bandolino leather sandals that go with everything! yay! win win! i even spent saturday afternoon polishing all of my silver jewelry then sunday i had the batteries in my watches replaced. the only thing left to do is polish my nails and color my hair and i'd really rather leave that to the professionals. memory still sucks, though...lost my lab rx so i'll have to tell the doc to wait another month for my levels but...nobody's perfect.
have a great night, everyone...
m
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Cheater Cheater, Pasta Eater!!!
it should be painfully evident from the title of tonight's rant that i've been unfaithful to my diet and nutritionist. i was too nervous and nauseous to eat so i blew off lunch until it was too late. i got a huge craving for pasta. and where can one get pasta quickly when one's husband doesn't want anything even remotely pasta-esque? the mall, of course. north star mall food court was the scene of my crime tonight. i had lasagne and pizza and a coke. i tried to have some kind of pink pasta but it was like noodles and spackle so i tossed it. i ate like a wolf. wolf wolf wolf. wolfen like zeal. damn. i had no shame, either, til now. now i'm wishing i had eaten a whole mess of fruit instead but regret is a feeling i am most familiar with. i've been pretty good so as long as i keep that "goodness" about me and remember to eat the way i'm supposed to, i'll not have too many more moments like tonight's.
so why the nerves+nausea? tomorrow's my endoscopy. and after working at primarily primates and listening to the vet and hearing how dangerous anesthesia can be and how the hardest part is waking the patient up is, i'm scared shitless. i haven't had anesthesia since i was 17 having my tonsils taken out. what if i don't wake up? please make sure daisy sniffs my body if i die. i want to be cremated and have my ashes spread at port aransas (be sneaky because it's illegal).
on that note, i shall go. i have but 1 hour and 45 minutes left to eat or drink anything until tomorrow afternoon. i need a vitamin water.
wish me luck!
m
so why the nerves+nausea? tomorrow's my endoscopy. and after working at primarily primates and listening to the vet and hearing how dangerous anesthesia can be and how the hardest part is waking the patient up is, i'm scared shitless. i haven't had anesthesia since i was 17 having my tonsils taken out. what if i don't wake up? please make sure daisy sniffs my body if i die. i want to be cremated and have my ashes spread at port aransas (be sneaky because it's illegal).
on that note, i shall go. i have but 1 hour and 45 minutes left to eat or drink anything until tomorrow afternoon. i need a vitamin water.
wish me luck!
m
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