Support Can Be Beautiful

i've had some folks concerned about the procedure and the drastic changes that must take place for optimum success.

they're worried.
i'm worried.
they're concerned.
i'm concerned.
we should be. obviously i have issues with eating, emotional eating, depression, mood stability and willpower.

that's why i'm having this procedure - because i need something that will help me be full, faster. for me, cutting away or stapling off most of my stomach is too severe and way too scary for me to consider. an outpatient procedure that is completely 100% reversible with little to no negative side effects seems like the best way to jump start my new life. i joke about eating like the chihuahuas and becoming a human cuisinart but i do that to make it easier for me to deal with. i know that what i'm about to take on is a huge change but i do have support. i have the support of friends and family who love me and will stand by me and help me no matter what. i also have friends who've undergone the same procedure with the same doctors at the same hospital and followed the same program. and the hospital also has a support group of patients of dr. c and company that i will have full access to whenever i feel like i need that extra bit of help.

no one wants me to fail.
most importantly me.
i don't want me to fail.
you see, when you're 200 lbs overweight and in my situation, failure means death. how can i die when i haven't even started really living yet?
thanks for your support,
margo